old life n new life

i miss my old self... not really happy or cheerful... but... sometimes i miss those times where tears are all i have as companion... suffering is always a suffer...when the road of seeking for heppiness reached dead end..but ders alwiz a way out..believe me..n of course trust ALLAH..once i've learned, ALLAH knows what is best for us.... n gives what we need n not what we ask for..i will yield to HIM n try to lead a better life in gratitude ..alwiz look on the bright side of things ...just as ders alwiz dawn after darkness...